Well I've finally bought some clothes for my dolls, and they are on their way XD *super excited* I finally won't have naked dolls :)
anyway my girl (god I still don't have a name for her) stole Kayden's wig, poor boy is bald XD I don't think he'll get it back til she gets her new wig XD
anyway

yey time for some photos of my pretties :3


This is my girl...I still don't have a name for her.. ; 3 ; but I'm sure I'll think of something soon. I want a different wig for her, something without a fringe, and longer, I'm thinking of white :3

haha this is the Google Image Meme :) the aim of the game - put the answer into google, and choose one of the pictures on the first page :D

Well.. its such a long story. I though i had scratched myself by my tail bone, I didn't think too much about it for a couple of days until it started to get a lil swolen and I got a fever, at that point I was like ok...somethings not quite right here.
So I go to the doctors and he tells me I've got "pilonidal sinus" so I'm all like ok wtf is that (and he did a bad job of describing it too (wiki gives a really good description) Its basically a hair or something thats gotten under the skin and it gets all infected. Not nice.
He gives me some antibiotics and I go home. I'm all good for a day or two, like it doesn't really change much (though its still sore as)

Then the day after that it got real bad and I'm like..ok these antibiotics aren't doing shit. Time to go to Accident and Emergency. My mum and Kurt took me down (at that point i was feeling real bad, fever and everything) And I couldn't sit or anything, way too sore.
Get in to see the doctor about half an hour later, and he basically just looked at it and he was like yeah you gotta go to hospital. I won't bore you with some of the disgusting details but Kurt was definatly gonna hurl/pass out at that point (yeah it was that bad)
and i'm feeling real sick and a huge fever, and had to wait like an hour for the ambulance (long weekend so heaps of asses getting in accidents, mine wasn't life threatening so i kinda had to wait)

Get into hospital and get a needle in my arm less than 10min later, but I did get some pain meds which was good. I was in pretty bad shape, it was sore to lye on the hard beds in that particular area. I finally got in a good position (on my side) and I spent a good while there. Had a couple of nice nurses and a pretty average one (she wasn't mean but she wasn't exactly nice)
Kurt, and mum were there for awhile, kurt went off to get my stuff, and then after awhile mum went to get dinner, I was only by myself about 10min and Kurt came back which was good. Then mum and dad came up to the hospital. It wasn't long after that I got moved into a proper ward.
That was awesome fun XD getting wheeled around on a bed with wheels is way more fun than it would seem. Especally in a hospital, cause the suroundings are all different.

I was in that ward for a little while, mum, dad and kurt were thinking about leaving then they come in and were like, ok were gonna take you to surgery in 10min and we were all pretty suprised cause we thought I'd have to wait ages or something (you know what hospitals are like)

So anyway off to go to surgery, more bed with wheel fun XD but then they asked like a million of the same questions, even though they were all still standing there. The anesthetists were good fun, two of the guys were really young, I'd say my age so it was good to have a laugh with them. I love the feeling of going under, its such the strangest sensation.
The whole thing went well and the next thing I know I'm waking up in the recovery room. The lady there was really nice and even got me a hot chocolate. She was wondering why I wasn't sleeping but at that point I didn't really feel tired enough to sleep. And I told one of the anesthetists I was disapointed he didn't make me count to ten XD so we had a good laugh about that.

For the rest of the night I was hooked up to a machine (the ones that do bloodpressure and stuff) which was kinda annoying cause every time I'd start to drift off to sleep, the damn thing on my arm was expanding XD Then the morning nurse woke me up at like 7. I was like dude i've gotten hardly any sleep. So I had some breakfast and lucky enough they let me go home. So I went home and slept the rest of the day!
I've been on antibiotics and pain killers (both of which i've nearly finished yay!) and I have a nurse come every morning to change the dressing on my wound. (the wound isnt pretty, its like those apple corer things where you push it in and the apple core comes out in a circle, well its kinda like someone did that to my ass D: but its no where near as painful as it sounds)

But yeah so thats enough medical excitement to last me a year >.<
I've been trying to get artwork done but its definatly not as easy as it sounds drawing while lying on your side.
And I was suposed to go to teddy bear making class with my mum but I've had to miss two classes. Though my mum has showed me how so I've made a couple of bear heads XD they are made with needle felting, so you take un-spun wool and a couple of special needles with tiny barbs on them and basically stab at the wool until it starts to felt and you can make shapes with it. Great fun and great stress relief I tell ya!

( bear head photos )

Anyway I think thats enough for one post D:
its pretty epic lol

*watches track and trace like a hawk*

wahh

when will they ariveeeee???
; 3 ;

Yay so Kurt is now a rep for sony, so he can stop bitching about noel leeming rofl
Plus he gets heaps of free games, a second laptop and palm treo (which i will hijack, or ninja if you will.)

My hard drive is fucked. So I'm using Kurt's laptop, which is sucky. I hope all my stuff is ok, most of it was backed up but there is some really recent stuff that wasn't, and its gonna suck ass if i have to re-colour it all @_@ it took long enough the first time.
So I'll sell stuff on DA to make money for a new hard drive. Shouldn't take long, its just a pain cause the scanner and everything was hooked up to my pc.

I also wanna make some cash for some doll clothes XD I found a cool place that sells tons of stuff I want for pretty cheap, plus shoes (which obviously I can't make myself. I can make some of it like t-shirts and basic stuff, so I'll just buy some key items so I can mix and match.)
I'm gonna get a really pretty maid outfit for the girl, I can't wait :3
I dunno what to name them either.. I guess it will be easier to decide once I actually see them in a couple of days XDDD

anywho Kurt wants his laptop back again, and my ass is sore @_@

so yeah weird week this week.

I stole this from Zambi :D ( you better fill this out zams)

1. Do you have a tattoo?
2. How old are you?
3. Are you single or taken?
4. Eat with your hands or utensils?
5. Do you dream at night?
6. Ever seen a corpse?
7. George Strait or Jay Z?
8. How did we meet?
9. What's your philosophy on life and death?
10. If you could do anything with me, and have no one know, what would it be?
11. Do you trust the police?
12. Do you like Country music?
13. What is your fondest memory of me?
14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be?
15. Would you cheat?
16. What do you wear to sleep?
17. Have you ever peed in a pool?
18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to?
19. If I only had one day to live, what would we do together?
20. Which do you prefer - short or long hair?
21. Do you sing in the shower?
22. What's your favorite color?
23. If you could bring back anyone that has passed, who would it be?
24. Tell me one interesting/odd fact about you?
25. What was your first impression of me?
26. Have you ever done drugs?
27. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?

Sock Bear by *Naughty-kittykitty on deviantART

haha I made him from a pair of socks
my mum is actually gonna take me to a bear making evening class next month, which will be great fun. They aren't bears like this though, its needle felting so you make them from un-spun wool that you kinda felt together to make a bear (kinda hard to explain but I'll totally post pictures when I make one :3 )

In doll news, they haven't shipped yet but they said it would take about a month or so (due to face-up and whatever) so I've sent them an email just asking when I should expect shipment, hopefully they let me know soon, I emailed them a couple of days ago.
And I really want a costume from the luts website, but it seems like they don't take paypal ~_~ i'll have to borrow kurts credit card if he'll let me lol!
I'm just getting really excited about them cause Neolucky shows me pictures of hers and I'm like uhh *envy* XD

anyway time to get working on commissions

We just finished watching Pan's Labyrinth. It was pretty good, probably not exactly what I expected but then again I knew nothing about the movie before I started watching it.
I was a little dissapointed that there was more war based stuff than creepy magical stuff, the creepy magical stuff was by far the highlight of the movie.
Also..I wouldn't watch it if your having a bad day cause its pretty depressing (unless your into that kinda stuff, I prefer more action/comedy stuff)
It is a good watch though, I love the magical creatures, so weird. Just damn, again i wish it was more about that stuff, cause it was so awesome. There looks like theres some fun stuff on the official website I'll have to check it out later when I'm not on kurt's laptop, I want awesome wallpapers.
Anyway back to drawing, no one seems to be online to talk to at the moment D<

YEAH I finally found a place in NZ that will ship me Super Sculpey yey :D cause nowhere in Hamilton stocks it *dances*
Now I can make cute little things and paint them and there will be lots of cute little things everywhere XD

*wibbles and wobbles*
BLAHHHH DREAM OF DOLL SHIP MY BABYS SOONNNN PLZ???

*flops on the couch*
Time to draw Tifa

I've been watching the anime of loveless and I'm really enjoying it, its so cute XD Zams showed me a new website veoh though I'm sure its old news >.< I'm just slow at finding these things. Anyway its pretty cool cause you can actually watch whole episodes on there and the quality is much better than the likes of youtube. Plus...torrents just are a pain in the ass.
The only downfall is theres a crap load of people's amv's, which makes it harder to sort through to find the anime episodes.

Anyway, today has been pretty crappy...and I slept for ages last night so I totally don't feel tired. I guess if I get tired I'll just lye down and see if I sleep. At least when your asleep your not bored.

So kurt brought home some dvd's of different programs that belong to a friend of his at work and in there is Avatar: The last air bender. I'd seen bits of it on nickelodeon back when i was living with my parents (they have sky) but whenever I watched it,  it was all out of order and stuff, but I really liked it. And..I like it even more now that I can watch it in order without missing episodes, cause I'd missed a fair few and the ones I have seen were eps closer to the begining of the show. I've never seen how its ended so i'm kinda amped about it.

I'm really loving the way the relationships between the three main characters and the animals are evolving. It keeps wanting me to go back for more. I love Aang and Katara XD
I've noticed recently that kids cartoons on "normal" TV (non paid tv) are few and far between. I mean shit when I was a kid the afternoon TV was full of cartoons, these days its all like...sticky TV (NZ'ers will probably know this one lol) And its total crap. No one wants to see presenters talk a bunch of crap about nothing. Even the prizes they give away on things like What Now and sticky Tv are CRAP. Like big comps and all you win is a couple of books or something.

But thats why I like avatar, its not trying to be anything else, and they've put in real effort to have a good story line (which is rare) Its also not one of those wanna be animes where americans try too hard to make it anime but fail (like teen titans and a few others) its like..get original. Your either anime full blown or nothing.
I guess thats why I like sponge bob square pants too, it has zero story line but its so off the wall you just gotta watch. It has its own style happening.

Anyway I guess enough about being a critic, I could go on for ages about toons these days. They seriously don't make em like they used to.

Oh haha I downloaded JEM and the holograms, fucking hilarious! corny as shit but good times, good times XD I love her hair so damn much lol! I also watched some of Rainbow Brite on YouTube, that was my all time fav as a kid X3

*waddles off to watch more Avatar*

Yes. The best way to wake up is to have some fucked up nightmare, then waking up with a bit of a headache. Then being sent some fucking email telling you your art is crap then finding out the bf said something like I should dress more kinky. WTF And HOW do you do that in the MIDDLE OF WINTER? I don't want to freeze my fucking ass off.
FUCKING WORST MORNING EVER -_-
seriously next time I'm going back to sleep >.<
and now i'm going to go around saying FUCK a few more times to vent frustrations.

So I've been saving like crazy to get myself a Dream of doll/Luts doll, they are really expensive but they are hand painted and a lot of them are limited editions, and they are really big :3 anyway I just want them so i can make clothes and stuff for them XD
and I'm nearly there XD as soon as the payments from my latest commissions go through..mine all mine LOL!

And the other day my line art book came for me in the mail, its so nice *strokes it* if you didnt see my announcement on DA then you can check out my book here :3

other than that I havent really been up to much lately, just working hard so i can get a doll XD

Ok so kurt has gotten me a bit hooked on a free online game called 9 Dragons T.T you heard me HOOKED!!
The only thing is..It would be so much more fun if i actually had someone to go around killing shit with LOL! I'd play with kurt but we are kinda using the same computer so it wouldnt work @_@
Anyway 9 dragons kinda plays like World of warcraft..but hong kong kung fu style rofl!
I'm currently joined in a black clan called Sacred Flower which is an all female character clan (assassins XD ) so if your already playing or wanna join me let me know XD

So the computer screen I'm currently using I'm pretty sure is gonna die real soon, the screen is doing annoying shit. So that means I could do with a new screen. I have another one I can use in the mean time though...I want a big LCD because..so..pretty, also bigger is better when it comes to doing art on the computer.
But if I'm gonna get a new screen, I feel like getting a new computer to match and have two computers. I feel my virtual self spreading very widely especally with PSD files for photoshop. So its time to start saving up. I dunno if i wanna build a computer from scratch or just buy a new one, I guess it will depend at the time I have the cash. I just need more grunt, I need a MAN computer XD

I really wanna get an art book out there soon so I can start earning some cash.
Also I'm getting too fat I need to loose weight, get back down to what I was the end of last year :-(

Just messing around in OpenCanvas again. Painting her was pretty fun :3